Time To Disappear
You say that I should disappear, but yet when I ask you something you tell me no,
You like what I do for you but yet you don’t want me, all you want is what I have for you,
But all I want is the most simple thing anyone can give,
But it always seems as though I’m asking for world peace,
Yet I’m only asking for you to give me a chance,
Before I can say anything you tell me no, but when I ask why,
It does seem to matter what I say, I help to the point where you can’t stand without me,
I’ve seen you cry and you’ve thrown some hits at me,
I say I will disappear for awhile, and you tell that you and others will miss me,
Then I ask then prove it to me, and you change the subject,
For me it is time to disappear,
My voice and favors are the only thing wanted,
If it takes me to back some hearts to realize my true importance then let me walk away,
Walk away from everything, to let what I’ve created burn to the ground,
Then I’ll return to see what you have all learned,
Only one of you will see the truth, but it will take me leaving to show you the way,
Or you’ll hate me forever and forget all about me, and what I’ve done for you,
All I’ve wanted to show you is that I learn for other people’s mistakes,
I know what is right, but you seem to think everything is either black or white,
When there are a thousand shades of gray in between,
I am who I am, and I’ve learned what has work and what hasn’t for you,
Yet you seem to think I’m like all the others,
Maybe it is time to disappear,
Maybe then you’ll learn, but until then I am nothing but a ghost,
There is a method to my madness, like a support without me you find it out pretty quick,
It is time for me to disappear.