My New Year’s Dream
I have stood by your side, through the good times when laughs and joy were shared,
And through the bad times when the world seemed to be against you,
And you always lended me a hand when the darkness engulfs my world,
Threatened by others when I’m thanking you for helping me,
I always keep my feeling for passion locked away,
Showing them made me lose a friend, and always seems to leave me in the cold,
You know that I care about you and you don’t seem to mind,
But I do not wish to intervene,
You seem so happy as of now, this makes me to know that you are happy,
But at the same time it discourages me, because I know you better,
This pain only hurts me, I think you know that I bothers me,
But on New Year’s Eve, I wish only one thing,
Something only that you can bring,
And on New Year’s Day, I blink to repeat my wish,
I wish, but I do not say, this wish will hurt others,
Bring tears, tears of joy, tears of pain, and tears of hatred will fall like bombs,
Not sure if my wish will come true,
But sometimes in order to create happiness, you must be willing to hurt others,
A broken heart is better than a dead friend, consumed by pain and a single question,
A question that I had been asked,
If I loved you enough, would I be willing to let you go,
I never again wish to answer that question, so much pain that question has caused,
I will never answer it again, but I’ve hidden in the shadows because I don’t know,
I don’t know if I want to let you go or wish on a dream,
A dream that could hurt you and others, a New Year’s Dream has never been,
Has never been so hard, torn by the beliefs and torn by my passion,
My New Year’s Dream will be asked, only the future knows what will happen.