I’m Falling Apart
I watch as my mind falls apart, I can’t possibly remember everything anymore,
My emotions are stretched to there limit and bones are beginning to brake,
All I want is out of here,
I can’t stand being pushed to these extremes every night and day,
I try to vent my pain and sadness but each time I end up brake my pen,
My friends can only stand and watch as I turn to dust,
With or without her by my side, I must leave to save myself,
I would have liked to see her by my side but yet nothing ever seems to come true,
Not for me at least, I try my hardest but as always I fall down,
Never seeming to succeed at anything, my words only words and nothing more,
Pen and ink don’t speak as they used to,
Through ink I show silver and gold, like a bad rap it is scrutinized till it is no more,
The leaves change colors and begin to fall,
But people don’t seem to change with the seasons,
Winter cleans your slate for spring, but people continue the same old mistakes,
Like a broken down record, each year I’m beaten down near death to dust,
Till the world ends for me, I will always be forced to fall apart,
Until the day someone stand for me,
To allow my broken bones to heal, and to operate on my shattered heart,
Until that day comes nothing will change, then I shall always be falling apart.